About me
Hello You
I’m Amanda Goff – once known as Samantha X. That was the performance. This is the woman. I’ve been a journalist, an escort, an author, a mother, a woman navigating bipolar and sobriety. But more than that, I’m someone who’s dismantled her life — and rebuilt it without the mask.
I’m not here to sell you perfection. I’m here to sit with your truth. If you’ve outgrown the act and you’re ready to come home to yourself – you’re in the right place.
“I’ve been loved, judged, praised, and torn apart - all for being a woman who didn’t play by the rules. I don’t regret a second of it. Because what I found on the other side of pretending? That’s where freedom lives.” - Amanda Goff
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My Mission
I’m not here to fix you. I’m here to walk beside you while you remember who you are. My mission is to hold space for the parts of your life that feel messy, unresolved, or quietly unraveling. Whether you’re navigating a breakup, sobriety, shame, or just the ache of not knowing where you fit anymore – I help you find your footing again. This isn’t about perfection. It’s about permission. To feel deeply. To speak honestly. To start over – without apology.
If you’re ready to level with yourself and live the next chapter on your own terms, you’re in the right place.
Transformation
Becoming
Transformation isn’t a glow-up. It’s a breakdown, a breakaway, and a slow, sacred rebuild. I’ve spent years unlearning who the world told me I should be and becoming someone I can finally live with. It didn’t happen overnight. It wasn’t clean or curated. But it was mine.
Reinvention isn’t about fixing what’s broken. It’s about getting honest about what no longer fits – and finding the courage to begin again. If you’re in the thick of it – the grief, the unraveling, the numbness, the rage – you’re not lost. You’re becoming. And you don’t have to do it alone.
Transformation
Becoming
Transformation isn’t a glow-up. It’s a breakdown, a breakaway, and a slow, sacred rebuild. I’ve spent years unlearning who the world told me I should be and becoming someone I can finally live with. It didn’t happen overnight. It wasn’t clean or curated. But it was mine.
Reinvention isn’t about fixing what’s broken. It’s about getting honest about what no longer fits – and finding the courage to begin again. If you’re in the thick of it – the grief, the unraveling, the numbness, the rage – you’re not lost. You’re becoming. And you don’t have to do it alone.
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My Way Through It
Reinvention doesn’t happen in a weekend workshop. It takes guts, grief, grace – and time. Here’s what that looked like for me:
The Reckoning
I hit the wall. Emotionally, spiritually, publicly. Everything I built - the applause, the persona, the escape routes - stopped working. I had to get honest about the life I’d outgrown.
The Unlearning
I stripped it all back. The stories. The shame. The performance. I learned how to sit with discomfort instead of numbing it. How to feel again - without fixing or fleeing.
The Becoming
I stopped asking for permission. I started telling the truth. About who I was. About what I wanted. About what I was no longer willing to carry. That’s when things shifted and not in a small way.
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Work With Me
I’ve dismantled my life more than once and rebuilt it without the mask. Now, I hold space for others doing the same. If you’re ready to stop pretending and start becoming, I’m here.
1:1 sessions.
Emotional reinvention.
Real talk. No judgement.
This is where the healing begins.
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